Roll the bones–poetry

Roll the Bones

Thine sweet lips will never brush upon my face

Thine soft skin will never feel my hand again

Thine brown eyes will never gaze upon mine

Instead I’m riddled with thine bones of rhyme

And bones indeed I use to decipher lies

Casting them into darkness sublime

Divining the truth and solace of man

Thine bones cast an eerie shadow within my hand

The color of death wraps up my wrist

Tattooing darkness upon my skin

A mark of death doth it brings

A lullaby of the reaper doth it sing

Thine bones of death doth spin a tale

Of us being together do they tell

In a shallow grave buried within a casket of gold

Where our bones shall intermingle and be as one

A recipe of death etched on the notches of thine joints

Etchings engraved deep to make a point

The future filled in death and woe

Is what I read when I roll thine bones

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Oblivion

Do not weep for me I say

As they inturr me in the fresh tilled dirt

Do not come by my grave

Expressing how you’re pained and hurt

There’s nothing there but an emptyshell

Of the person I used to be

There’s nothing there in the ground

But a casket full of broken dreams

Do not weep for me I say

For I lay not among the field of death

Raise a shot of Honey Evans

And down it in my memory in one breath

I do not wish for your tears

As they plummet from your eyes

Tears are for the weak and broken

Remember me as I was strong and just sigh

Do not weep for me I say

As my life exists now in sweet oblivion

The bittersweet release of mortal fears

Has left my existence in specs of dust into the milions

I am not here in this grave

My soul is not trapped in this hole of grief

I never was one to be trapped

My soul will forever reign free

Do not weep for me I say

In the placid fields of cold

The land of death and mourning

Could never hold my soul

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Beta Readers

So, I’m freaking. I let an admin of a facebook writing group beta read my novel for plot holes. She had some discrepancies with someone harassing her on facebook so she left the group. Understandable. NOW I’M BLOCKED. She has my novel file and I’m soooooo frustrated because I can’t contact her. I have no clue as to why she blocked me we weren’t even friends on facebook. I know everyone says writers don’t steal other writer’s work but that was my one fear when I started beta testing and now this has happened. I’m at a loss for words and the current admin who she did not block is finding out from her what is going on. I hate the idea of my novel being out there with someone I can’t contact about it. This sucks ass and is making me even more mindful of those I let beta read. She is a published author and in a lot of literary magazines as well as others. I feel soooo lost on what to do if she doesn’t respond back. It was suggested to copyright it but its not in its finished form. My beta readers were looking fro plot holes to fix. I feel like crawling in a hole now. On a positive note the original creation date of my novel is still on my hard drive. I guess I will see how this pans out.

I guess my caution to most authors is to get to know your beta readers before letting someone beta read. I assumed this wouldn’t happen since she was admin of the writing group. *sigh* Only time will tell.

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Poetry: Eternal Slumber

What happens if I do not wake tomorrow

But lay in an eternal slumber?

Who’s eyes would fill with tears

That would fall to a bitter end?

Who would latch onto my arm

Yelling my name into my lifeless ears?

What happens if this eternal slumber

Was unknowing and fast

There was no time to say goodbyes

No time to heal the hurtful words of past

What happens when this eternal slumber

Breaks down your foundation of strength?

Your hands gently touch my face

And you fall to your knees

You heart shredding in pain

What happens when this eternal slumber

Breaks apart your blissful life

You no longer find happiness

You no longer laugh in the wind

What happens when this eternal slumber

Doesn’t move you from your spot

You stand there with no emotion

You stand there in no strife

What happens when this eternal slumber

Was just a test of you?

And with your actions you failed horribly

And have shown me what I must do

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Poetry: Haiku

The moon rises high
Blocking the light of the sun
Sweet bliss envelops

Darkness covers me
I do not see the light now
But I will once more

Daylight blinds my sight
As the moon moves from the sky
Sunlight forever

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Poetry: Insanity Ensues

The loneliness of despair

The solitude of grief

The depressive state of being

Pushing forth through the masses unnoticed

Invisible

Intolerant views of words

Speaking the truth to deaf ears of the wise

Only to be burdened with ties of lies

The heart in truth does not lie

The words of truth are not lies

The lies are the form of evil and deception

Where in a soul that’s pure and light

Do not exist on the tongue

Insanity ensues as the solitude grows

Not insanity from an illness

But insanity from seclusion and hermitage

Walking the path of innocence and truth

Leads to words being rebuked and shunned

No longer feeling the last grasp of happiness

The veins bleed in pure bliss

The freedom of death knocking at the bathroom door

What does my heart yearn for more

To live or to die

To exist or to rise

The evolutionary trials of man’s hate

Echo through my mind’s eye

I know now what my fate shall be

But it only exists in infinity

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Poetry: Putrid Waters

I’m drowning again

I’m suffocating, choking on the putrid waters

Each arm stroke is weighted down with another rope

The ropes of regret. Of remorse, of fear

Bottle after bottle, I drown myself’ in fake bliss

Hoping the bottle will float me along the ocean of despair

I never reach the shoreline I never catch a breath of air

I skim the surface gasping only the reef of solitude

People fill the waters but not hand do I know

Not a hand reaches for me

I silently bob in between life and death

The darkness of life the darkness of chains

The chaos of my own mind

As I sit in my chair, in a world full of people

Who know not how to save,

But how to drown my sorrows away

And hide them from the light

Pushing them further into my deep seated fear

Pushing them out in streaming tears

Will I save myself?

From this pain and agony, from this lifeless world

That bubbles me in a barrier of silence

A barrier that no one can or wants to break

A barrier of painful solitude

That in my ear, whispers away

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